thoughts for today:
when and why did milk stop getting delivered? why was milk in particular delivered in the first place?

it should be shameful to play dumbass video games in public. why the hell are people not ashamed to be doing that? it occurred to me that the idea of being attractive to other people drives us to be good people, to make the world a better place. maybe this is dead wrong, maybe it's super sexy to lead lynch mobs. but it seems like a reasonable thing: shower, brush teeth, don't be a sarcastic ass were all revelations for me when i realized around freshman year of high school that i desperately wanted girls to be attracted to me and took concrete measures. intelligence, intellectual curiosity too should be one of these things. why is it not gigantically shameful to be seen doing something so inane and mindless and stupefying? how can we get people to fucking READ something? writing this i recall “If you go home with somebody, and they don't have books, don't fuck 'em!” -- said by the very saucy john waters. so maybe yeah. i don't know what should happen, but fucking angry birds and other such crap should not be socially acceptable.