sunset

there was a truly mindblowing sunset and i can't really remember it anymore. i can fill in the colors where i sort of know they should be the way the paintbucket button fills up the spaces between the lines, and i can remember how jumpy, frantically happy i was, but i can't really get excited about the experience in my minds eye. this sucks. ari and sarah claim that i don't actually feel things as deeply as my earlier behavior would have indicated. i was practically dancing in the middle of the street trying to get a better view, dangerously tempting some oncoming cars, and now i guess it's gone. what a rotten thing.