waiting for news from the lcrno flm fstvl reminds me of the room where everything comes true in stalker. the stalker in stalker explains, nearly crying, that he thinks the zone only lets people through to the room who are truly wretched, those without hope. not good or bad, just totally wretched. waiting day after day to hear from these heartless fuckers, that idea is a source of great comfort to me. every day i continue to wake up hopeful, confident in my abilities and eager to check my email, is another day i'll have to wait. all i need is some self doubt and good news will come romping in.